Dylla’s Blog

Having a busy life, is so pathetic..but i am willing to because i want my degree in 3 years onwards! Everyday have to face all books and asssignments, really sucks, but what to do, it is what i wanted all this time..be patient, be struggle, be smart…insyallah the success will come!

talking bout the title of this post, i am really honoured, really thankful got parents really understand me, really care bout me..love u mama n abah, till death do us apart..!!

promise u to do the best, to make both of u proud, to get an honoured degree that both of u really hope for…

bless me!!!

It’s been a long time never post anything here..

been busy this past few weeks, handling so much programs, doing assignments,projects and so on…but still, can make up my frienster everyday…

life here is getting better day by day..hoping that it will always grow up!

living here, new friends, new place, new environment, and new everything..i am so scared to being culture shock! never!!! hope so…

God, give me guidance, to going through this path, till the end, with a greatest moment which is, holding a scroll of my 1st degree..it is my wish, also my parents wish too….

haha…out of topic! fruit punch fr secret recipe, i missed it!! my favourite baverage…!

Am i the chosen one?

Sedey gilerrrrr, dah la baru 1st year, boleh pulak beg kene cilok!!

buku2 refference yg mahal nak mam***, stationeries and most important, handphone! sume lesap…

Ingatkan budak2 university ni xde penyamun..ade jugak!!!

siot tol, kalau aku jumpe sape yg cilok tu, mmg aku hembos doa ’sampai bile2 pon ko xkan grad!’ padan muka!!!!!

what ever it is, let by gone be by gone..life must go on Dylla!!!

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

Impian hidup dr umur 7thn…Masuk Universiti! - Tercapai….
But is that it ? Byk lagi yg kene lalui..Masuk U, Belajar…Bukan tu je..Mcm2 lg…Dugaan, godaan! Boleh ke hadapi?
Stay away drpd segala apa yg boleh mengancam fokus anda! Be sure with what u wanna do..Be confident with what r u doing..Focus babe!

Insyallah….

Confusing at the two diverted path… Which one should i go..Start searching for a job or futher my studies… If i start working, mayb my determine to study will faded…but if i just continue to futher my studies, it will costly… So…which one?Which one?Which one? Or else…forget both and get married! YA!!!!!

apasal ble kte nak sgt bende tu…x dpt…tp ble xde la nak sgt, dpt lak…. saket ati tol… act, aku pon xtau ape prob aku yg sebetolnye…yg aku tau, jiwa aku tgh kacau! ade je bende x kena…buat tu xkena, buat ni xkena…pahal la…. kepale kusut..fikiran serabut..otak kelam kabut! JIWA KACAU!

doin nothing at home, chilling in front of tv, eating..sleeping..rotate again..pergh..so boring!!at this moment, i’m really missing my old time, doing tuto, revising, memorising n attending classes…rindu nye!!!

Org kata, kalau hidup ni ada cinta…semuanya jd best..Betul ke?

Sebabkan aku langsung x ada pengalaman, aku tak tau..I’ve been falling in love but…biasalah..chenta x kesampaian..Tapi, aku tak kesah..pilihan masing2..

Kita suka x beerti pihak 1lg akan suka kita jugak..We can’t get everythin we want..Bg aku, between man n woman, it is just all or nothing..

Kalau nak, bg semuanya, tp kalau xnak…jgn bg apa-apa harapan..

I’m a positive thinker, kalau kita suka tp pihak 1 lg x suka, it’s ok…nothin is personal, life goes on..

I’ll moving forward..That’s me..tp, kita nak tipu siapa kan..org lain boleh la tipu, tp diri sendiri??

Aku setia..setia yg tiada guna pun..tp, I can live with it..lantaklah org ckp aku gila byg or apa2 aje, I don’t even care..Aku suka..dan aku akan suka smpi aku rasa aku x suka..For me, setia yg tiada guna tu, it’s up to anyone expectation..bg aku, aku x kesah..

So, the point is..Jatuh cinta, Putus Cinta..It is just about love..Tak payahlah taksub sgt..biasa2 je..

Grad bulan 6, and till today, my time i fill it with chillin at home..Dah berapa lama tu, dekat 4 bulan da..Try jadi cikgu ganti, pergh..pengalaman..Aku suka budak2, tp jd cikgu ni,kena yg ada hati yg strong, kalau setakat datang semata-mata mengajar, bukan mendidik, tak guna…Jadi cikgu, bukan senang..sekarang baru aku tahu, susahnya jadi cikgu..Dan aku rasa salut pada sesiapa yang punya angan2 nak jadi cikgu..cikgu sebenar2 cikgu la..

Berbalik pada kisah aku yang semakin boring duduk sesaja kat rumah, impian nak sambung belajar tu adalah yang paling tinggi sekarang, kalau boleh, aku taknak krja lg, belajar abes2, baru kerja..tp memandangkan poket yang kian menipis, nak pula kerja rasanya…Tp nak carik kerja….MALAS!!!!!

So, point nya sekarang, aku malas…

Malas..apa ubatnya?